Sometimes I wonder, is imagination my only friend? Am I the only one I can talk to? Is it only imagination (be it mine or other’s) the only things that cheer me up? Why do I not own something real except my body? How fake life is. I find it funny, how my heart breaks only at her “NO”, only cured with a marukaite. its annoying, I know she did not want to go. This is so fragmented. Can’t I have friends that listen to me?

Man you are such a control freak! Oh hi…YO! I’d wish you were real. Why? I am part of you! At least be more visual. CHYUUGOKU ARU YO! Not listening again huh? I want to talk to you as if I can talk to another person… so I’d not look so mad. Hmm? Sms? I bet is to cancel the meeting… oh class outing? WOW… I want to go to beach- To kill yourself again? OF COURSE NOT! I – I just want… You remember the dream huh? Not tasteful at all…HAHA.. sheesh! Spain is so cute. Random rant huh? Today the china teacher talked about some good child bad child.. HMM? I’m just wondering which one you are… HAH! IM AWESOME!uh huh... geese..

sometimes i wonder why do i act like you most of my ti- DO YOUR WORK ELIZ!

its been ages. so long that i believe no one will ever visit this graveyard again.
its very enjoyable to read "my" old stories
stories of pain. joy , longing, hope, etc etc
so much that it all seems so immature. "A brillent children's read!"

Elizabeth Lim had forgotten the past
maybe "she" wanted to?
or time DID did it for her?

abitchofachild does everyone make of her
of course "she" wouldn't want it that way.
so why not forget?

"she" had so much pride
such that i would be ashamed of "her".
so why not forget?

why not forget?
its lovely to forget.

hence i end this blog.
for maybe another year, i might had forgotten it completely.

the snake sheds its skin once more.

i realised that i hadn't used my brain for a long time
okay umm how to bring it... the supposing part of it that should think deeper, probably more humane.
i feel like a empty, hollow wooden doll... not good.

five days will quickly steep themselves into the night- Hippolyta

mine is six days
i miss church camp
and i know i might not be able to attend the one next year :(

anyways i so need the extended holidays
nono homework is almost done but im worrying for the chinese project
until now im still groupless
so im pretty much a convict walking up the gallows

praying hard for a miracle...

sigh this is so troublesome...
thats why i don't like projects (especially that you are the last in class)(no one wants me :( )
grr if only laoshi didn't dismantle my group.
some kind soul please accept me in...
i promise i'll work hard!!!

btw i've been reading DOGS: bullets and carnage
its pretty good
but its rated under seinen so little laughs there

i really think soul eater is a super good anime to watch
seriously!

why?

1)maka is super pro
2)the others are pro
3)the plot is not just plainly fighting
4)makes me emo
5)their moves are very detailed

dun't care the drawing style!
the plot is uber good!

now go watch it!!!!

eliz recommended
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seriously, now i think whether shonen jump mangas are actually good or not

okay i cannot judge much but after watching/reading three un-shonen jump mangas (kuroshitsuji, soul eater and fairytail)

shonen jump is like no brainer(with exception of death note)

yeah they hook people, but they don't move fast(plot wise), they don't show girl power much, they don't show struggle strongly, they don't portray something

example, kuroshitsuji portray power and corruption
soul eater probably struggle and insanity
(okay i don't really like fairytail)

hey im insulting my dgm but seriously, beside being exciting, give more dept hoshino!(almost there!)

Bleach and naruto is brainless...(naruto's drawings are messy >:( )

katekyo is very much lacking something but i dunno what that is (ARGH!)

gintama is okay... but a little bit lost its touch...

darn i sound like a naggy harpie but yeah

ARGH!SHONEN JUMP!

okay time for listing
from the most respectable to the not so ones (i don't judge by power)

1)Maka
2)Rukia(still owns)
3)Kagura
4)Mary
5)Merin
6)kyoko("what?!" you say, well, i think her character is very nice)
7)Chrome
8)Lenalee(absolute hate!!! but somehow some stuff she does makes me respect her)
9)Crona
10)Miranda

on and on goes eliz's droning...

end~!

i find it very hard to smile these days

one thing piles after another
all a waste of efforts
a waste of time

a domino stack
all falling
only hoping for a single piller of hope to weight them for me
but there is always none.

always so close,
only falling at the end
i do not blame anything
im just frustrated.

sorry if i made you frustrated

i seriously cannot stand the narrow mindedness of higher chinese.
one wrong point, one wrong word, and its all wrong
what a waste of efforts

i couldn't believe why they just taint language like that
look at english, look how meanings could be different
how it could accommodate different views

i doubt that its impossible for chinese
it could be done
after all, it has literature in its roots

then why they just taint it?
strict is good?(hah!)

i know its funny how i get so frustrated over a own view question
but its for my own view
then why did they call it a own view question?


for question C6,
i think like that would be great if we would have our own SEA uniqueness
who cares about going out for business?
didn't the essay say about learning our own roots and not so much about business?

how narrow minded things are

the answer key is always correct
the teacher is always correct

what about flexibility?
do you think we all think the same way?

im quiting next year
i would and could never stand this anymore

im not giving excuses for myself.
its just not my style to be narrow minded

for you to agree or disagree
its your own point and not mine
like i said, we all think differently

but of all
no need to tell me your comments
i find no need to know

this is my room during o lvls

dad please give it up.